Sometimes it not just about what someone believes when you sit down to a conversation about God. Sometimes you just have to keep your mouth shut. I don’t think I should always keep my mouth shut, but sometimes I think I might be more of a person who puts doubts in peoples minds than hope.
I know I’m a sceptic and I want to know what’s really going on. The conversation moved into how this guy liked to see the sports guys giving God credit for their touch down or win. I turned and said, “well thats nice but how truthful is it.
I guess my beef lies in the fact that our society is so based on what we see and what we perceive that I’m always wondering how true is something. I don’t go around openly proclaiming Gods wonders and blessing out in public because when I stub my toe I tend to freak out and blurt out a loud “FUCK!!” then I look around to see if there are any kids. hopefully not
My point of my horrible train of thought is that I’m curious about how far our country will go before it self destructs. Self righteousness and pride can fill a nation like it fills a person, and bam one day things all just fall apart. Hope is lost and chaos can take over.
I’m honestly beginning to wonder how many hotdogs a person can eat before they die. I but you can eat a lot, I mean they have those contest where people eat a shit load of hotdogs and they win money and all that. So, I figure that I can probably live off of them for a while. at least until I start to make some real money.
At the very least I know I wont die, but I think it’s inevitable that if you eat enough hotdogs you’re going to find at least one that is bad. Then it’s pukeville for the next 24hrs. I just don’t like puking. Puking is probably the worst thing ever.
So I went to an interview today for and apartment with a girl who has a two bedroom townhouse. It’s a small little place, but think it will cool.
There was only one real rule I had apart from the obvious rules about crack addicts and people who put their babies in dumpsters and things like that. The rule was if I thought see was cute than I shouldn’t live there.
Maybe it’s better said that if I though I would want to date this girl than I shouldn’t live there. Well I can’t say I really followed that rule very well. I think I could date this girl if I had a chance to meet her, but now I’m going to be living in the same house so I guess it’s inevitable that I’ll get to know her.
Apart from the little boy crush I might have, she is really cool and I think we’ll get along well. Honestly I’m really happy to be living so close to downtown. I’m excited.