A lot of times I find myself sitting around wondering about what woman I will meet. I’ve always kinda of wanted to have an inside hint on who and when, but more time that goes by I realize that it’s not so much about that one person out there.
I let go of the notion that there is one person out there for me, and started to think that there are many options out there. Many women that could be what I need, many sets of eyes and a voice that I could look at and listen too with ever getting tired of.
I don’t think I could have learned this if I got married when I was young. I don’t think many people know that it’s even possible. How misconceived is our perception of life based on the fact that we get married young.
Now all I wonder is wether or not the woman I marry will be with in 5yrs of me or not.
I asked a girl out today for the first time in a number of years, kinda weird i have to say but cool. I know that sounds lame, but I don’t care.
I haven’t had to ask out a girl in along time. I’ve been either dating or just never really needed to. Although it was kinda cool because she has a great smile and beautiful eyes. Course it could just be my memory making these things up, but I don’t think so.
Anyway, she smiled a lot and kinda stumbled over her words when I asked. Her voice got all small and shy as she muttered, “I’ve got a boyfriend.” It was the cutest thing…
I’ve been noticing more and more that it’s not so much that I really want to have a serious thing with any girls right now, but it’s more that I wouldn’t mind a little interaction.
I just came out of a great relationship because of our live moving in different directions and now I’m left hanging with no interaction. We had great companionship and thats what I miss the most.
Guys just don’t cut it, not to mention their not cute like girls are. Damn that sound pathetic… ha